-xIaOmay-

Thursday, April 20, 2006

I. M.Y.S.E.L.F. M.E.

These few daes, been pmsing alot.. I dunno why too. I just dun seems to be happie. Not the usual me, Im sad, unhappy, pms, irritated easily.

Frens telling me, "Ger, u have changed again."

only 2 kinds of me. One, to be cheerful, luffing, lively... Two, to be unhappie most of the times.

Im a very family person. I luv my family, luv my partner. 70 percent will always on my family and the remaining will be the rest. I luv them more than I luv myself. I luv Mummy, luv Conrad even more than I luv myself. I can sacrifies everything to be with them if they ever wanna me to choose between them and any other things. Yesh, I luv them truely and everlasting.

Frens to me are important too. But, people cant share their luv with so many things at the same time. or maybe Im the only one. I dunno?! ...

I cant share all my luv with everyone but I will always try my best to please everyone even I feel miserable. I dun wish to lose any of my frens. I luv them too.

My ways of luving people are using the "old method". Nagging him just for his own good. I noe people hate nagging. but why nag at u?! If dun luv u, there wont be nagging or even saying abt u.

I dunno... really dun understand... how to really luv u. If u really wanna me change, I will change. But, thats not the usual me anymore. Treating nthing have happened, keeping quiet is wad u wan? I admit I luv to run away from things just lyk last time. I only do that when Im really too too tired of that particular thing. And thats when I really have no other feelings inside me other than TIRED*

Mummy always telling me, "May, single is the best way. The only way to be happie always. No trouble, no unhappiness, no stress. Look at me, a real example for u."

I dun believe wad mummy said here.

Haix. Happie or not, depends on u. But, responsibility comes in here. If u choose to be happie, u may not be responsible. so how? Haix.....

Happie or sad ish not important to me anymore since last 2 yrs. Being together with my luv ones is the most important and most precious moment that I treasure.

Dearly, I just luv being pampered by u lyk u always do. Now, somehow u feel that Im too pampered and wanna pamper me lesser, I will feel upset too. Giving a feeling that u dun luv me that much le. And I noe u are not. But, I just feel that way. u noe, Im a sensitive ger.

Heart broken. Real pain, real sad. Tears just keep flowing and I cant stop.

I need ur huggies, need ur care, need ur security again. u noe?

I dun need all ur time. I just need ur huggies at that very moment...

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 11:11

AbOut Me

*FOO MAYMAY
*18 yEaRs Old
*19 AprIl 1987
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FeelIngs

I gave u my anger,
u quickly ask for my forgiveness.
u said i was cute.
I totally asked myself not to listen to ur sweet-talkings.
but I can't.
I realli can't resist ur sweet-talkings.
dey realli melt my heart.
I lubb euu for u're my boy.
u lubb miie for i'm ur gurl.
let's lurb each other each day more and more.

u looked so cute and handsome.
the smile on ur face,
gave me a smile in my heart.
I felt so good to see u smile.
becos, u're my boy.
I will never let u go.
unless u dun lurb me anymore.
but if I realli haf to,
I will. becos I jus wanna see u smile.
I promised u tat u were never be replaced.
I love you.
yes I do.
I will be wif u until the end.
on the day i met you,
I noe tat we can be together.
and never leave each other..
I wanna marry you.
I truely lurb you.