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Saturday, April 22, 2006

okae, shall blog on my birthdae that dae...

Firstly, as usual, went to work in the morning.. my nice supervisor was so sweet that she allow me to off 1hr earlier. Hee =)*

After work, went to meet Dearly at his place. Hmmm~ had a small urgument but can see that he was trying very hard to make me happie again.

About 7pm, we head to my place to wait for mummy. And yap, Daddy drove mummy, bro, me and Dar to Waraku Restuarant. Saw sis and her bf on the way to Waraku. He was driving too.

Reached there, we ordered LOTS OF FOOD!! Hahaha!! *yummy~*

After dinner, we went to Changi Airport's Swensen to have ice-cream!! Daddy treating us. Heehee =)*

About 11pm+ den we left the place back home. And of course, I wont zz so early. LOL* Dearly and me were watching VCD till late night. Hahaha!!

Had a very sweet dae with my luv ones celebrating my Birthdae with me. Seeing Daddy and mummy getting abit better, seeing my Dearly and my family able to click together.

Im really very happie =)*

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 00:25

Thursday, April 20, 2006

何必寻找所谓的天堂

原来我因为你

不想再去流浪

情愿平凡

不拥有一切也无妨

有了你在心上

已然是天堂

For u, Dearly.

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 14:27

I. M.Y.S.E.L.F. M.E.

These few daes, been pmsing alot.. I dunno why too. I just dun seems to be happie. Not the usual me, Im sad, unhappy, pms, irritated easily.

Frens telling me, "Ger, u have changed again."

only 2 kinds of me. One, to be cheerful, luffing, lively... Two, to be unhappie most of the times.

Im a very family person. I luv my family, luv my partner. 70 percent will always on my family and the remaining will be the rest. I luv them more than I luv myself. I luv Mummy, luv Conrad even more than I luv myself. I can sacrifies everything to be with them if they ever wanna me to choose between them and any other things. Yesh, I luv them truely and everlasting.

Frens to me are important too. But, people cant share their luv with so many things at the same time. or maybe Im the only one. I dunno?! ...

I cant share all my luv with everyone but I will always try my best to please everyone even I feel miserable. I dun wish to lose any of my frens. I luv them too.

My ways of luving people are using the "old method". Nagging him just for his own good. I noe people hate nagging. but why nag at u?! If dun luv u, there wont be nagging or even saying abt u.

I dunno... really dun understand... how to really luv u. If u really wanna me change, I will change. But, thats not the usual me anymore. Treating nthing have happened, keeping quiet is wad u wan? I admit I luv to run away from things just lyk last time. I only do that when Im really too too tired of that particular thing. And thats when I really have no other feelings inside me other than TIRED*

Mummy always telling me, "May, single is the best way. The only way to be happie always. No trouble, no unhappiness, no stress. Look at me, a real example for u."

I dun believe wad mummy said here.

Haix. Happie or not, depends on u. But, responsibility comes in here. If u choose to be happie, u may not be responsible. so how? Haix.....

Happie or sad ish not important to me anymore since last 2 yrs. Being together with my luv ones is the most important and most precious moment that I treasure.

Dearly, I just luv being pampered by u lyk u always do. Now, somehow u feel that Im too pampered and wanna pamper me lesser, I will feel upset too. Giving a feeling that u dun luv me that much le. And I noe u are not. But, I just feel that way. u noe, Im a sensitive ger.

Heart broken. Real pain, real sad. Tears just keep flowing and I cant stop.

I need ur huggies, need ur care, need ur security again. u noe?

I dun need all ur time. I just need ur huggies at that very moment...

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 11:11

Yapyap, my 19th Birthdae!! kekee*

I wish.. I wish.. I wish to lose more weight. Hahahaha!! I wish Dar will pamper me more =p* I wish Dar dun bully me. I wish he dun always pmsing. Hahaha!! k larx, above only "crap"* Hmmm~ I really wish me and Dar will be together happily foreva, wishing mummy will be happie everydae, wishing I got good grades in my studies... alot more lehx. Greedy??!! who sae?! u dun wish mehx? LOL**

Todae's mood not as good. Haix* shall not blog those unhappie things todae. save for tomolo. Haix!

Later, mummy, daddy, bro, sis and bf, me and Dardar going out for dinner at Waraku, a Jap Restaurant!! sis book a room there le*

S.U.P.P.E.R. E.X.C.I.T.E.D**

Heehee *wInk*

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 08:00

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

First of all, a very BIG 19th HAPPIE BIRTHDAE for JIAMIN!! Planning to go out with Ben right?! Hee. Think he will make ur dae SUPER sweet de dun worry. LOL* Enjoy ur dae worx!!

Hmmm~ tomolo, my whole family, mummy, daddy, bro, sis and bf, me and dearly going to waraku, a jap restuarant for dinner!! Heehee* sis booked a room there le. super excited*

Went to that jap restuarant with Dearly before during Valentines Dae. was a nice and sweet place to have dinner in. the food there, super NICE** but abit exp hahahah!!

Tomolo, suppose to me my birthdae, but we are celebrating my sis and bro's birthdae too. Sis on the 8Apr, Bro on the 20Apr and mine on the 19Apr. Hmmm~ mummy u really noe how to plan horx, den can save alot le for celebration. Hahahaha!!

Anyway, DEARLY's DADDY IS BACK FROM CHINA!! so scary =s* dunno why lehx, just feel very scare to see him. LOL* tonight sure get to see him de. Hmmm~ haix. must have a good first impression for him. Hahahaha!! His daddy will be here for a week I think.

Hmmmmm~ feeling so restless todae. wanna take a long break!! NO HOLIDAE FOR SO LONG LE!! After attachment, straight away start sch. WAHHHH!! 4 sems straight man!! Taking away all my zzing time, working time, family time, Dearly and my time!! T.T**

HAIX*

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 01:00

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Dearly, surprise right?! Hahaha. Finally can blog at work le. Now got the "sign in" icon!! BUT there's no icon for changing the colours. Anyway, still can blog so nvm lorx. Better than nthing. Haix*

Hmmm~ timetable just came out yesterdae. not too bad lar actually except tue and thurs. Tue until 7pm and thurs got 2 hours break before a one hour lecture. Hmmm, I sure give excuses for me to skip that lecture de. Hahaha* Imagine u wait for 2 hours for just an hour of lec?! Hmmm~ shall see how. Hee =)* Mondae's timetable seems to be nice but can also seems to be bad lehx. LOL* Nice as if lesson starts at 1pm so can wake up late =p* Bad as if only a 2hours tutorial den go home le. Imgaine again, take 1hour to travel to school for a 2hours tutorial, den take another 1hour to travel back home. T.T* Haix.

2 more weeks, just 2 more weeks I will be back in school.which means, attachment ends le. Should I be happie or should I be sad? Will I miss my collegues here? Hmmm, I think I will. Hee* Most of them are very very nice and sweet. Friendly and helpful except for xxx. Not that she's bad, just that she got mood swing. 1 min can be nice, another can be pmsing O.O*

Lots of work to do here T.T* Hmmm, but I think its better than rotting here the whole dae. Hee =)*

Overall, Im happie to work here. Just that the pay always give us so late!! work 2 mths le den give us 1 mth pay only.

2 more weeks, back in school. Feeling weird now lehx. Miss school but also dun feel lyk going back. Hahahah!!!

Hmmmmm~ why todae Im lyk so contridicting lehx. Hahaha. Dearly, must be influenced by u le *wInk*

Errr, suppose to go out with my usually gang de last sat but I cant make it. Guys, so sorrie lehx. I really wanna go de but den I cant. u all noe de lar I really cant go not I dun wan horx. Long time nv see u all le. u all must be missing me right?! Hahahaha. Anyway, hows the trip to Sentosa?? Fun? update me horx. next time ask u all out for supper k? Btw, Jer, dun be so upset about ur paper le. All the best ya!! And Jess, HAPPIE BELATED BIRTHDAE!! Finally turned 18 le!! Can watch M18 show with us. Hee =)*

okae, a long entry for todae. Shall blog again some times later. Time to do work le. Hee =)*

Hubby, MISS U SO MUCH NOW** must wait until 11pm to see u =(*
Arhhh =p!!

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 05:55

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Time for a long entry le. Hee =). Cant blog at home coz com spoil. Cant blog at work coz no "sign in" icon. Finally, Dearly com repaired!! Heehee.

Few more daes, mark down our 3rd Month Anniversary le. Time really flies. Made a card for him with a recorder in it. Hee.

Dearly finally collected all the Disney Magical Badges for me!! Hee =)* Thanx so much ya!

Hmm, just got back from JB with Dearly. Went for a short holidae with him. Had a SUPER fun trip!!

Shopping* Eating* Sing K* Sleeping*

1st dae - Reached there around 1030am. Check-in in Zon Hotel at 12 noon. Had a quick bathe and took a cab down to City Square. Shopping Shopping and Shopping. Hahahha!! Think Dearly really never shop for long and grumbling to find a place to sit down. so, we decide to settle down at Neway karaoke. It's super cheap lorx. Happy hours from 1pm to 7pm BUT we only sing from 4pm to 7pm with 2 drinks, some side dishes lyk fried dumplings, chicken wings and nuggets. And it cost only a total of RM$60.90!! Cheap right?? Hahaha. Suppose to plan to eat seafood near the Hotel BUT we are simply to full. Haha. Instead, we bought some cakes from Secret Recipe back to Hotel. 1 slice of cake cost about RM5.30. This greedy piggy still order Fish and Chip from Hotel lorx.! RM22.50 lehx!! so exp but NICE =p*. Haix* Had our dinner, we tour around the Hotel. Settled ourselves at a lounge in the Hotel. We ordered 2 glass of Tequila Sunrise. Heehee. *yummy* but exp! Hahaha. Tired tired tired. zz at 2am.

2nd dae - My piggy, wake him up 3 times lorx. In the end, we miss our breakfast in the Hotel. waste money lehx. Haix. Check-out and headed to City Square again! keke* dunno why feeling moody on that dae. maybe because ITS TIME TO HOME* T.T* Feeling much much better when Dearly bought a PIGGY for me! Heee =D!!! Had our lunch Teppanyaki and tea break at Genki Sushi. Ate alot things, I noe =p* In Genki Sushi, my piggy again super duper greedy. Hahaha. All he took are those exp exp sushi and sashimi. mine only RM2 and RM4 per plate, he took RM6 and RM8 per plate. Haix. His stomach made of gold one. only noe how to enjoy. Hahaha =p!!!

By evening, we reached home. Hee.

Some photos taken..

The room whr we staying..

Piggy from Dearly...

Dear, it's not a hat. It's a slipper =.=*

AHH!! Dearly wanna eat my piggy.

we luv him!!

muackxx!!

Huggies**

Postado Por: -maymay- Ã s 23:44